Why am i an *******?

[Cypher720]

Well guys...ive been getting in online mishaps lately....with iHCF, a:/, and a few other people.

I want to explain this becausae it is getting carried away. Recently (last saturday morning), my grandfather, or popdan, passed away from pancreatic cancer. He has been sick since october, and we saw this coming. He was only 76, so its kinda young.

I had a great last visit with him though. he was in a rehab, after deciding to quit chemo, and my family and i went to see him. the last workds i said to him were, "I love you, and i'll see you soon." So, my last visit was as good as it gets in my opinion.

To top all this, my mom (her dad is the one who died); her mom is a complete *****, along with my moms brother, and his wife. they think my mom is an *******, and should be kicked off the face of the earth. I dont want to get into that too much, but they basically dont like my mom, or any of us...so there is a LOT of fighting going on.

sorry if i am boring you guys to death....but i felt that it would be appropriate to share this with you guys, so you see what i am going through.

as for my behavior, this is all the reason that i am so *****y. I want to take this time to apologize to iHCF, all the moderators here (Tony especially, cause he has been involved somehow in my *****yness), and Saintdog and the rest of vBT, for being such a nuisance.

So, after having said that all, i am truely sorry, and i hope that you will all accept this apology.

Thanks,
Mike Tannenbaum

[CannonFodder]

accepted

[filburt1]

Never noticed anything wrong...

So many *************************************s!

[A:\]

With me?

[Tony G]

Thats okay, we are all under stress daily. It's understandable.

[quinte]

Cypher,

I am truly sorry to hear about the going ons in your life - and hope somehow that things smoothen themselves out for you.

Although I have not been involved in your communications, I still wish to say that it takes a tall (real) man to come down with such an apology. I can only hope that those involved have the courage and the greatness to respond to you in like worthiness.

You even signed your post with your real name, which to me prooves your sincerity.

"quinte shakes your hand"

[assassingod]

Originally posted by filburt1
Never noticed anything wrong...

So many *************************************s!

Second that

Cypher...

I'm sorry to hear that... I recently lost my grandfather too, he had like cancer in 3 diff parts of his body...

And anyways, my parents were fighting with some of their brothers and their family, but this christmas... it all seemed to stop..

i dont know how, or why... but it makes my life a bit more happy...

Cypher, if you need anything... or anyone to insult, just call me


- Brian

[Rufus69]

Originally posted by Nairb
anyone to insult, just call me

Does the apply to me too? bah


yeah I don't know anyone with cancer...but my mom has like every sickness you can name...(and some you can't....) so I know what it's like, sometimes I just wanna throw a chair out the window , I can't even imagine what it would be like to lose someone to cancer, but I bet it would suck...suck alot

[Cypher720]

thanks guys.

nairb.....the fighting is about things that my grandmom thinks are true, which arent. I probably will not have any contact with her the rest of my life...so **** happens

thanks again guys