Thank you.
I have a dedi server and have full access I'm pretty sure but am still green and admittedly don't know what I'm doing so am nervous about doing something wrong and messing it up.
I've email the host in hopes that they may help. I used to have a managed server but the retail host I had it through dropped dedicated servers and I haven't added it on to the base host since ATM it's cost prohibitive.
I've been (very) slowly trying to learn more about running a server but am still extremely lacking.
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Update: It looks like it's at least not hitting my email any longer so just those helped that much at least.
I put up a notice so any one who gets this spam, thinking it's from me, and coming to the site will know what has happened.
Thank you both again for your help. It's very much appreciated.