...the other reason i would have liked to see your homepage, is that you may have indeed found a bug that i should know about to prevent this from happening to other people.
if you would like you could give me a separate admin account which you can delete when i am finished. just start out with plugin access so i can troubleshoot the homepage plugins. i would encourage you to even be talking to me via IM while I diagnose the problem, so you know fully what I would be doing. i have helped literally dozens of other sites such as yourself, and i hope i have proven myself completed trustworthy to everyone thus far.
in any case, i hope you change your mind in the future, but thank you for trying it anyway